What to do ? ):

Hi blog ,

I'm feeling rather down . Thinking over all those text messages he sent me , I don't know whether should I be happy about how we are progressing now or feel sad that probably I'm just a fling/replacement to him . I don't know how much he meant when he send those texts . What if he's just like V , saying to everyone that he loves me but in the end .. I was just a replacement for his ex-girlf . You know , I don't wanna fall and get hurt again . It hurts so much even when it's recovering . There's so much I wanna ask but I'm so afraid that I'll screwed up everything when I ask . Sigh ...